I sat down and evaluated my whole life. My life indeed played like a movie it was filled with some sad parts, some upsets and major disappointments. I've failed at much but succeeded at a lot. In all reality I wasn't suppose to survive. I wasn't suppose to rise like the sunrise and still stand in the storm. That what people say to me all the time. It is what I said to myself. God said different and I decided to follow his lead.
BY Tamyara P. Brown- Tamluvstowrite
I heard a voice whisper, "This too shall pass my daughter"
That voice called my name countless of times when I was at the brink of giving up
I survived the darkest journey of my life story
When the road was too long and I wanted to turn back
I heard a voice whisper, " I am here to carry you don't you stop."
That voice came when my soul and body was weary
I got up and I survived homelessness
Survived the shelter director telling me I'd be back because a woman with all those babies was bound to fail
Every one residing there returned EXCEPT ME
When I lost all of my possessions in a fire, endure breast cancer and my son's illness
I thought with all the tragedy it was meant for me to give up
I heard a voice whisper, "Weeping endures for a night but joy will come in the morning"
When I had to quit my job to care for my son
I took a leap of faith and wrote a novel called, Fat Girl Vigilante
I wrote a Blog, Tamluvstowrite
When I lost all hope God gave me Solutions
I made a conscious decision To Survive
I struggle to survive because I had six beautiful babies counting on me
I pulled myself up by my raggedy bootstraps and got some fight back
I found strength to go on and nothing was harder.
I found unbelievable power to turn my journey to positivity
I lost a lot and some people too
Heard the people who talk about me
I heard those who down me but
I stood tall and ignore their voice
I gained the strength only God could of provided me with
I gained the will to move on despite adversity
I became courageous against the darkest of my battles
I fought for my life so I could survive
I learned to laugh
I learned to live versus existing
I am growing because my journey did not die in defeat'
I have so far to go and God was the head leader in my journey to
The fight isn't far from over but this time I am armored up
with God's grace
My faith in God and my life
I am humbled
I am thankful
I am full of love
and most of all
Author Tamyara Brown
My love for writing is unconditional. It is my sanity in this crazy world.