Looking this good effortlessly you'd never know I am drape in pain. Hair done. Make-up perfect and drape around my neck is pain. Diamonds sparkling from tears. Love a man who gives me everything my heart desires but his time. Married to an absent partner.
Another Valentine's day and necklace deliver but he is vacant from the premises. Another pretty dress and nowhere to go. Sitting in a house drinking wine and drape in pain.
Soak in tears as he calls me once a week. No I love yous. No I miss you empty conversation and dead air. In love with a man who doesn't love you back.
Afraid to leave cause right now you've become accustomed to a lifestyle. Tears behind the dark shades. Heart swollen with grief. Drape in diamonds soaked with tears makes it sparkle.Deep inside your soul weakened in public a smile on your face.
He drops me off. He forgot to kiss me. He forgot to make love to me. He forgot say goodbye. Drape in pain, diamonds sparkling from tears. Fear holds me back from leaving. So I continue being draped in pain.
©2014 Tamyara Brown
Author Tamyara Brown
My love for writing is unconditional. It is my sanity in this crazy world.