There was a time in my life where I lived my life vicariously through others. I so desperately wanted their life. I wanted their cars, their house and yet in the process I lost Tamyara. Turning the Big 40 was major because now I am living in my own skin. I am stepping out and being bold, being Beautifully Tamyara at all times and without Limitations.
How did this girl become so bold in her life when back in the day she stood in the shadows afraid to step forward? It is simple I became tired of living behind the scenes. I wanted more for my life and that meant not fearing the risks. Not fearing the failures and falls. It meant doing the very things that I feared. Let me say this it wasn't and hasn't been easy. It is hard to break old habits. Hard to stand out in a crowd when it is easy to be in the shadows. In my heart of all hearts I believe I have a purpose which bring out the boldness in me to speak. It gives me courage to let my strength shine.To know my own strength.
Being beautifully means that I don't settle for less. I look in the mirror and I see my greatness. I take care of Tamyara. I'v come to realize being me is all I know how to be. I can't wear or live in anyone shadows but my own.I thank God everyday for the revelation and growth. I also thank him for teaching me to be humble, kind and gentle. To share my journey with others. Is what Beautifully Me Undefined is all about. It is about encouraging Plus size women to live their life like it is golden. Check out our community and become a part of it.
Author Tamyara Brown
My love for writing is unconditional. It is my sanity in this crazy world.