I haven't taken out the time to just sit and say thank you God for giving me a chance to show myself that I can do it. It is funny my journey began when I was eleven-years old and writing down my feelings was my stress reliever my opportunity to dream with my eyes wide open. All those years chasing after other careers for some reason never fitted with my personality. They say God will show you the way and he did. I always believe because of my humble beginnings that in the past I was doomed. As usual his plan was never for me to give up on what I love to do.
I am imperfect and flaw but I feel as if I am a butterfly in her cocoon now coming out of her shell. Many of people doubted my abilities because well if you look it seemed the obstacles where greater than my success. I had to believe in myself and have faith over fear. It has been many of nights I cried over my failures, my setbacks and wanted to give up. I tell you God had a bigger plan for me because it was him who would wake me up and put in my heart to write and fight for my purpose in life.
I ask God oneday what was it he needed me to do and he said share my journey in life. I thought that is crazy because I come from struggle, I come from poverty, I come from hurt and disappointment. Yet, I have learned nothing that he ever asks you to do is normal and meant for you to understand. My journey was meant to be share because there is some single mother with six children sitting in her room thinking of quitting on her life. My journey may help someone see past the forest and trees, instill hope. All I know is that I love you God an thank you for pushing me when I wanted to quit. Encouraging me by sending an angel, or kind word or thought.
Author Tamyara Brown
My love for writing is unconditional. It is my sanity in this crazy world.